Baby, it’s cold outside!
Today (being Sunday) I bought some more girl stuff.
Initially I went into a few stores but never bought anything, and tended to dodge into the men’s sections so I wouldn’t be noticed.
I never bought anything, and it was really frustrating me. I was told by my therapist to ask myself if I think what I’m doing is weird when I’m doing it. That’s probably my biggest problem – I still do think it’s weird on a deeper level. 
Anyway, my frustrations made me take a walk around town to clear my head and think about stuff. I was feeling really down about not being able to buy stuff, and also lonely cause I don’t have anyone to confide in.
When I got back home, I went to the stores and chickened out again. Time and time again I chickened out until I eventually got some stuff in one store.
I got myself some jeans and a jersey top, so I won’t freeze to death while I’m crossdressed! 
