So … why?
Why do I feel a need to dress as a woman? Why do I have a desire to look just like a girl?
The simple answer: (shrugs). 
I get that a guy looking like a girl is probably against some innate law of nature.
The idea behind guys and girls looking different is so that guys don’t spend half of their time trying to pick up other guys! It makes sense for procreation that the two parties required for child birth need to be able to find each other pretty easily.
So, I don’t quite get why I feel a need to throw a spanner into this ancient law and mess with the system.
Then again, it does bring me some comfort.
I find it’s easier to make an embarrassing phone call if I’m wearing something girly – not the whole shebang, just a girly top will do.
I also like the way the clothes feel on my body. I like the way my body looks inside the clothes too. I like being more effeminate while wearing the clothes, and I feel a little more comfortable dancing to some music in woman’s clothing.
I even like bras! I love the way they hug my chest, it’s like getting a constant hug from a close friend!
I’m not a huge fan of makeup though. But I’m getting some makeup lessons from a pro next week, so hopefully when I’m better at applying it, I’ll feel better wearing it! Right now, my makeup just accentuates my masculine features – which sucks!
There’s also a sexual side to it, although that has mostly fallen away recently.
I can’t remember the first time I wore women’s clothing, but I remember my first sexual arousal in woman’s clothing.
I was in Grade 6, and playing around in my grandmother’s pantyhose and shoes. Quite unexpectedly, my brother came in – and so being the resourceful kid I was, I was quickly able to dive under the bed, hiding my legs. Well, he didn’t uncover anything, but in our brief conversation I was feeling things I’d never felt before. My penis was busy secreting something it had never secreted before, and it felt good to me.
I think the sexual side came mostly from the possibility of being discovered. Cause now that I don’t have to hide, the sexual kick is pretty much gone.
Also, I like wearing woman’s clothing – not Halloween costumes, or lingerie. I wouldn’t mind some sexy lingerie, or a sexy French maid’s uniform, but I’m happiest when I’m dressed like a normal (but fashionable!) girl would dress. 
I don’t know the specific reason why I crossdress – but I do, so I’d better live with it, and hopefully start having some fun! 
